Imbecile

Saturday, November 6, 2010 @ 11:24 PM

Nostalgia much.
Went to fb and look through all my photos. Looking back, i really had such a marvellous time in st marg's. I saw myself really happy and going crazy. I miss those times. So much.
These past 4 years was insane. The then me was so much more innocent or should i say ignorant. Now, ive grown in so many ways, but im glad i still kept that crazy-self. I had made such wonderful friends that went through so much during this time. Friends live in our hearts for a lifetime. Sometimes, i only focus on the imperfections in my life. However, i fail to take a step back and look at what ive went through, my life is awesome actually more than i expect it. I used to think that other people life are so much cooler, better, fufilled. But now, i think mine is greater. I just want to hold on to these memories and i dont want to forget them when i get old. Because very soon, im going to start another chapter in my life. I wouldnt be who i am if not for all the experiences.

Besties: Nevine, Tricia, Trina, Sze Lin. You guys are the ones who makes my secondary school life so complete. I think we really became really close; like sisters. Thank you for all the wacky moments that i would never trade it for anything else in the world. I would cry if i would not see you guys again but its a good thing we made a pact that we are going to meet every fortnight. Im really so happy to have friends like you. Nevine, i never knew i would be so close to you. Didnt even know you were my long lost cousin. Tricia & Trina: Buddies since primary 4 right? Thank god you guys came to st margs. hahaha You guys are the ones that i shared most of my "first" experiences with. Like watch a movie, go to a country club to swim etc. Sze Lin: Hahah, you are the best. Love quarelling with you, making fun of people and all. I will miss you the most because we are not graduating together but WE WILL meet up ALWAYS until ur tired of seeing my face.

Netballers + Seniors: Wow. Without you guys, secondary school will not have been fun. Netball has become such a big par of my life. No matter how tiring school life is, netball was never tiring or boring. We were like a big family, looking out for one another. Im really happy that our batch was so close to like the B div 2009. Sarah, Lynette, Iris, Sylvia, Atiqa, Vivien.. You guys are really the best, i will cherish all the moments in trainings, in perth, outings, weird funny moments.

Classmates: I love you guys, i love my class. Im so lucky to have such a united class. I think we all enjoyed one another's company and always winning in the interclass competitions. Camp was really the tipping point when we all just stop being individuals and become one. Hahah i really had so much fun all the class inside jokes. I really going to miss you guys cause i know i will never come across such a fun bunch anymore.

Prefectorial Board: Exco: You guys are the ones that i went through the most pressurising and demanding moment of my life. We managed to look past one another's bad points and really come together as a team. We are contributed selflessly to the board in one way or another. I still rmb thinknig that we were going to be a joke of the century but we just totally did our best and manage to bring the dead board back alive. I enjoyed all our moments together cause we make work become fun. I love you guys.

Prefectorial Board: Pub: Hey you guys! Thank you so so much for everything. When i didnt believe in myself, you guys believed in me. YOu guys always encourage and cheer me on. Im glad that i could somehow impact one of your lives. You guys have been great, we were a great team. I still rmb the outings, the makings of many videos and skit, orientation camp, prefects camp when we cried together. Thanks once agian, for being so fabulous.

Church: Sec one, I was this really quiet girl and all but thanks everyone for always including me. I had lots of fun in church, knowing everyone. I even made great friends like valerie and pris. Who are such wonderful buddies, and became so surprisingly close that i myself did not see it. I was always closer to the older ones, had lots of awesome moments, events, lunches, captain's ball, church camp,mission trip especially. Im really glad God put me in this church, you guys make me feel happy. Even though now, when many of the people have left church, i become closer to the people in my level. Friends are everywhere, its just whether we take the initiative to say "hi".

Somehow i wished memories could be replayed on the laptop or television like movie, cause i want to rewind time and go back to all the great times i had. I'm so blessed.

so far out of reach