Imbecile

Wednesday, March 11, 2009 @ 9:30 PM

ever since my birthday, things have been going really bad.
not saying that my birthday was bad but this was the after effec
first, my phone is gone (cause of some stupid alarm)
2nd, im feeling this feeling that i cant tolerate anymore
3rd, my ulcer is killing me. i cant eat, talk, smile. ITS TORTURE
4th, things are going get worse, and i know it.
5th. YOU

sometimes i just wanna smack the hell out of you
you're leaving me out, ur giving comments that hurt me.
its so awkward and im out of place, i dont feel that sense of bonding with you
wheres our highlight? its fading away, my dear sidekick
it feels like i dont know you anymore, and i hate this you now
i really do, so please you fool, take off that mask

i want to support you in everything, but sometimes i just cant do it.
you just want the limelight, dont act like you know me.
i have to walk away, to keep my feelings from bombing
its like a time machine which ticks faster everytime i feel hurt
i dont know when i can control this emotion of mine.
so stop doing that, making me feel this way.
i know its you, its you.

so far out of reach