Imbecile

Friday, February 27, 2009 @ 9:43 PM

everytime i step through the door, its like a barrier between happy and sad.
thoughts of what u did just drain and drowns me with it.
ur words flashes repeatedly like a soundtrack just that it hurts listening to it.
i worked hard, really coping with everything and all.
just to prove that i can do it; and guess what i got?
like a slap in the face, a tear in the heart..
what have i done wrong? whats wrong with exceling?
you dont understand what ive been through.
your words pierced me like a arrow, hurting me, looking down on me, dont care about me
i hate you, i really do.

life outside home is so much better, i never fail to smile.
but when i come home is like a nightmare over my dreams.
i cant runaway from the nightmare cause its my origin
i want to jump into that world again, where i dont care about anything else.
what made u change, what made you so so like this?
i used to respect and love you man,
but now u just a ass who keeps hurting me you freak.
i hate you, i really do.

so far out of reach